Reason why? I don't know. I hate this week. I hate this year. I hate my stupid scoliosis. Screw it for life. I hate being this ugly useless person. I hate knowing that I've let down so many people.

I'm so sick of this. I feel like I could just stay home for the rest of my life and die. I don't see anything worth it in me. I'm such a failure in every freaking area.

In my weight. In my studies. I can't do anythingg. I don't even think I have a talent.

It just seems like I'm here, stranded with all my insecurities and wondering why did I even have to exist.

And yes, I'm aware that this is the worst composed post ever. Bye.