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Hi :3 So, it's been exactly ten days since I've been back from my trip to Taiping. & guess what? My bags are still left unpacked. Seriously. SKILLS MAN. My room is like a pigsty, no kiddings. I have piles of dirty clothes thrown everywhere, stationery scattered across my table & shelves, & books (not to mention papers as well) thrown in every direction. I'm a pretty cool person.
Sometimes I wonder how my friends can tolerate such a room when they come over ._.
Anyway! Appreciation night is around the corner , and I'm pretty nervous. My dance solo is still pretty messy, and I haven't really got the hang of tutting. :Y Oh, and, I have no idea what to wear for the dinner before the performances. I mean, how am I to know what in my closet falls under the category of 'smart casual'? Bleh!
Eating papaya now. Like a boss. 8) Hehe. Cousins are coming down next week. I'm sososo excited.
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It's been ages since I've put up some photos on my blog, so TA-DA:
All dug up from my SD card! These were taken during the last few weeks before final exams. (:
And, uhh, about the last picture. Yeah. I'm not a very tidy person. :P See an Accounts textbook peeking out? I studied that subject for a whole week. Duality. When there are two aspects in accounting records - a giving and a receiving. I'm eating kiuh bahalus now, and all I'm thinking of is me receiving fats and decreasing the number of kiuh bahalus left. Guess I'm officially Accounting-fied. HAHA.
I studied science and the rest of the subjects as well. I memorized that Ceres is the biggest asteroid, Andromeda is the nearest galaxy to ours and the nearest star to the Sun is Proxima Centauri. IT DIDN'T EVEN COME OUT IN THE EXAM PAPERS. Now I have no idea what to do with this information ._.
Exams are over anyway (: I sort of screwed up for Accounts. Lots of careless mistakes. *Sigh.
But ohwells.
Found this from my recycle bin:
Don't ask me what was I doing, because I really don't know. :Y And yess, that was how I looked like last year. HAHA. If you look closely, there's a robe hanging behind the door. It disappeared. Or maybe I misplaced it. I'd just go with the disappearance idea. I think it makes more sense. You know, considering how "organized" I am. Totally. Labels: Pictures
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Just a short recap about what happened this weekend. I went for my appointment at a hospital last Saturday. It was beyond everything I had expected. I had to take an X-ray of my spine. It had been two years since I did X-Rays frequently. So, anyway, I took the scans of my X-ray up to the doctor, and he compared my previous X-Ray scans two years ago to the current ones. I was literally numb, knowing the next few minutes had the power of changing my world all around. If my scoliosis had progressed, I have to do bracing. And the chances of my scoliosis staying the same condition two years ago is just so mild.
His response was simple, "Exactly the same..Not even a slight progression..."
The whole room was silenced. We just couldn't believe it.
& I still can't believe it until now. God really answered my whole family's prayers. Just like that, all the worries were gone. Oh, and thanks to all my friends who prayed for me. (':.
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Dear 5th of November, Please don't bring any bad news. Please. I hate going for X-rays more than enough, I hate meeting poker faced nurses, I hate wearing that stupid robe I have to wear, I hate how the doctor points out every small imperfection of my spine. The list goes on and on.
I really pray it didn't get more serious.
Ugh. Screw this.
was posted at 6:18 PM with 0 comments
You built me up with pretend words and made me feel alright for once in my life. But in the end, the truth came out. You never cared. It was all for show. Thanks for breaking my world up again, harder this time.
August was the hardest. I couldn't comprehend why memories have to be left unexplained.
If by any chance you're reading this post, I don't want to see you anymore. I blocked your Facebook posts, twitter and tumblr updates. I don't care how childish that may sound, but seeing your name just sickens me.
I'm finally through my eating disorder thing. I've put on alot of weight. But I don't mind. I hated how I tried to starve myself before and how I hated myself in every aspect. I'm through. And I've never been happier and satisfied with my life at the moment.
I thought I wasn't capable of doing this alone but in the end, I did this without your help.
So, don't come looking for me one day thinking we can become friends just like before. What you did really changed the way I think about you.
You know who you are.