was posted at 10:12 PM with 0 comments
I want; I need.
Instead, here I am, writing single-handedly and indulging myself with Marks & Spencer cookies while watching K-Pop. Guilty much? Yeah, but it's 10:15 and I know nothing I study at this hour can be properly absorbed in my brain.
Okay, enough said. American Idol's on now, and I wanna watch it :}
Labels: Exams
was posted at 10:33 PM with 0 comments
I just got 92% for maths. Relieved. And then teacher said there's another test coming up next Friday. !@#@$%$@!#$@#$^&&*%%$^&%*(^&%**)%^
was posted at 7:32 PM with 0 comments
I wish for once, life would give me a break. Cause everyday I have to keep pushing myself to move forward, but sometimes it's too much to handle.Don't know how to react to problems anymore. /:
was posted at 7:50 PM with 0 comments
Had to re-do my homework because all my tears smudged the ink.
That's how these few days have been for me. I don't know why I'm suddenly so disappointed about my life.
Screw this.
was posted at 11:33 PM with 0 comments
I look pretty much retarded, after a 3 hour shopping trip.Okay, goodnight.
Labels: Pictures
was posted at 9:20 PM with 0 comments
I wouldn't be surprised at all, if I don't appear in your best friends list anymore. We haven't talked or seen each other in ages, but just to let you know, that every day I go through, I see things which still remind me about you. And I still have flashbacks on all the moments we spent together which you have probably forgotten. You wouldn't even remember my name, after all the new friends you've made. You wouldn't remember the times I was there for you or shared your grief. I know you have already pushed me far out of your thoughts, dreams and your life.
You've moved on, I can understand. Our friendship probably doesn't exist anymore. But, I just wish to know you had appreciated my existence & my time I gave up for you.
I'm not writing this to anyone in particular, but to those who I used to spend time with a lot but don't anymore.
I still remember you. :}
Labels: Feelings
was posted at 9:02 PM with 0 comments
I've never believed that. I always thought it was some cheesy line they say 'cause other celebs say it and they want to show their fans that they care for them.
But after watching Justin Bieber's movie and observing the process of him becoming who he is now, it's actually pretty possible that anyone in the world could become that famous.
I'm not implying I want to be like him , I'm just wondering..
whether you even have faith that I could succeed in something.
Labels: Movies
was posted at 8:53 PM with 0 comments
No matter where I go, I never feel as safe as I feel around my family or in church.I don't know, but everything just harmonizes so well when I'm with my family. When I'm specifically with my cousins, we bond so well to the extend that we offer to pay for anything the other person wishes to own. We just care for each other even more than how a friend cares for the other.
Holidays back to my hometown is what I always look forward to every year. Endless conversations that even lasts when the sun is gradually dying away, large food intakes, continuous and effective words of encouragement, laughter and much more.
I can't wait for June, where I can finally go back and meet all of them once again <3
Labels: Holidays
was posted at 8:34 PM with 0 comments
This week was really busy. Tests are coming up and I've been trying my best to study as much as possible whilst trying to make time for friends. I got my Accounts test result last Friday, scoring 87%.
I've been out today from 10 in the morning till 5 in the evening, and I'm all drained out. I want to get some sleep, but my cousin is coming over. My schedule's becoming tighter and tighter and still, I don't have the heart to let down any event.
And this is the best part: I literally glue myself to the computer when I can't decide what to do next.
I suck at time management.
was posted at 4:35 PM with 0 comments
It hits me like a tidal wave..
Accounts test this Thursday & I'm still on Youtube and Facebook.
I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF.
was posted at 9:40 PM with 0 comments
The moments in life when you've finally gotten what you've always wanted but they still don't satisfy you.
When you remember those memories in the past and wish you could rewind time, but you can't.
And you remember the things you wished you hadn't done but you know you just gotta move on and it kills you a little inside.
I should have known I was wrong all along. Destination isn't all that important. Every year is like a precious chance given to us to correct ourselves after the wrongdoings we've done. It's evolution.
I know we've made mistakes in life, but without them we wouldn't be who we are today.
Labels: Feelings
was posted at 6:52 PM with 0 comments
Went to the salon today & GOT A SIIDEE FRRINGE (: Gonna highlight my hair next week! Will be highlighting it myself so it won't be that obvious =x
ohwells.
Am planning to get a second piercing on my left ear by my birthday. Anddd I just got hazel colored contacts. Wanna try out turquoise after that :D
Wheeeeeee.
Labels: Pictures
was posted at 11:36 PM with 0 comments
12 a.m, I realized how blessed I am. Maybe I'm not that rich, or I'm not the prettiest or smartest, but I have a God who is so amazing, a school, parents who care for me, an annoying brother who has unconsciously helped control my feelings and friends who are way awesome.
I'M TIRED OF BEING JEALOUS. If I don't meet any of your requirements or standards then that's too bad. I'm sick of trying to fit in.
Also, you can stop swearing. It doesn't solve anything..it only makes you stupid. (:
Can you believe it? I actually like lectures sometimes. I like learning from other people's mistakes. I learned fighting is stupid. And I noticed it's somehow enjoyable to give in to my brother.
And I understand how time can heal almost everything.
was posted at 7:39 PM with 0 comments
I GOT 95% FOR SCIEEEEEEEEEENCCCCCCCCCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Labels: School