Am youtubing all of Kelly Clarkson's old songs like Breakaway and Because of You. The majority of her music videos are of her ranting and heartbroken. But what I love the most about them is that they all make sense. Unlike Kesha-Blow (Sorry, Kesha).

I used to be an alternative rock person. But I guess that changed when I realized how songs of people shouting insults won't benefit me at all.

So I've been indulging myself in songs such as Leona Lewis-Angel , Lenka, Zee Avi-Honey Bee etc.

All the cheerful songs.

Watch this if you haven't:

lynn x

And of course, in other words, it's been about a week over since I've been to my new school too. I haven't actually adjusted to the new schedule. The amount of homeworks are not that bad, but the deadlines are way too short. I've expected the teachers to ask their students to pass up their work the very next day, but I've never experienced it before. So I haven't quite adapted to everything yet.

It's gonna take awhile.

It's not that I have this sudden phobia to go to a home-schooling center. It's just that, I've been home home-schooling for six years already. I'm so used to the routine.

But ohwells. Nothing stays forever.

Somehow, I managed to wake up at nine this morning for church, which was good. :D Initially, I didn't feel sleepy at all but I slowly did during the sermons. My eyes were like automatically trying to close -.- And I even lost count of the amount of times I yawned.

But I didn't sleep. I never sleep in church. Muahaha. (Perasan, much.)

It's probably difficult for you to picture the state I am in right now, so I shall help you out.

I'm clutching my stomach, sweating non-stop, blinking my eyes uncontrollably and last but not least, thinking how lovely it would be if I were able to take a shower right now.

But, I can't. I can't seem to move because of my restless (almost paralyzed..haha, kiddings. Not to that extreme) legs.

Screw PMS. Anyways, I'm listening to Owl City-In Christ Alone. Go listen :) It's one of the most beautiful songs I've listened to.

Tomorrow's Valentine's Day. Honestly, I've never made such a deal about it. But this year, I think I should do something related to Valentine's Day on that day. Yes. I'm going to watch I Hate Valentine's Day. Lolss. I'm serious. I really hope it'd be a great movie. Anyone care to join me? Hehehehe. :P

P.S: Sorry for the lack of photos nowadays. Pimples have infested on my forehead once again, ever since the CNY holidays started. Screw pimples. Screw PMS. Sighs. I'm in such a pathetic condition right now -.-

Chinese New Year is already coming to an end, and I've just came back from my hometown yesterday.

I miss my cousins and grandparents so much :'( The amount of fun we've had. Everything.

Sighs.

Last night, while I was trying to sleep, I reminisced all the moments of happiness back in my hometown. The reunion dinners. The places we've been to. The girl talks in the car without any parents eavesdropping. The hours shopping for nail polish and things.

That heap of love and joy can easily over weigh the stack of ang paus collected.